Sunday, June 28, 2015

Unreliable

My mother did it again. She says something, she doesn't do it, and seems surprised that I'm angry.
She said she would cook something for us to eat today at noon. I tried to call her 3 times. It's 1pm and she finally called me back. She just woke up, and doesn't know what we are going to eat.

She doesn't owe me anything. But I never asked either that she comes at my place, nor that she brings something to eat. She said she would do it, so I counted on her to do that. Now it's 1pm, I'm hungry, I have nothing to eat, and I need to work.

I think I used to be rather unreliable too. Now that I try to achieve something in my life, I find unreliable people extremely upsetting.

I mean what I say, and I do what I say.

When somebody tells me "ho you did it", I answer "of course, I told you I would do it". And I'm secretly upset, because I think people that are surprised that I do what I said, are surprised because they know they themselves are unreliable.

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